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Everything just keeps getting worse and worse and worse.........
Why!?
I dont know how much more shit i can take....
I need another world!
This one is nearly gone.... and it isnt ever going to come back and be like it was before!
I need to get out of here...out of my mind.... just for a while.... find some peace so i dont have to think about everything that is going through my mind at the moment!
There is so muc goig on up in my head at the moment i feel i cant even see straight.
Everything is a blur....! And i dont like it!